La Place De L'Étoile Read online

  For Rudy Modiano

  In June 1942, a German officer approaches a

  young man and says, ‘Excuse me, monsieur,

  where is the Place de l’Étoile?’

  The young man gestures to the left side of

  his chest.

  (Jewish story)

  CONTENTS

  I

  II

  III

  IV

  Notes on La Place de L’étoile

  A Note on the Author

  A Note on the Translator

  By the Same Author

  I

  This was back when I was frittering away my Venezuelan inheritance. Some talked of nothing but my beautiful youth and my black curls, others called me every name under the sun. Rereading an article about me written by Léon Rabatête in a special edition of Ici la France: ‘ . . . how long do we have to suffer the antics of Raphäel Schlemilovitch? How long can this Jew brazenly flaunt his neuroses and his paroxysms with impunity from le Touquet to Cap d’Antibes, from le Baule to Aix-les-Bains? Once again, I ask: how long can dagos of his ilk be allowed to insult the sons of France? How long must we go on washing our hands of this Jewish scum . . . ?’ Writing about me in the same newspaper, Doctor Bardamu spluttered: ‘ . . . Schlemilovitch? . . . Ah, the foul-smelling mould of the ghettos! . . . that shithouse lothario! . . . runt of a foreskin! . . . Lebano-ganaque scumbag! . . . rat-a-tat . . . wham! . . . Consider this the Yiddish gigolo . . . this rampant arsefucker of Aryan girls! . . . this brazenly Negroid abortion! . . . frenzied Abyssinian young nabob! . . . Help! . . . La-di-da-di-da! . . . rip his guts out . . . hack his balls off! . . . Preserve the Doctor from this spectacle! . . . in the name of God, crucify him! . . . this foreign trash with his filthy cocktails . . . this Jewboy with his international palaces! . . . his orgies made in Haifa! . . . Cannes! . . . Davos! . . . Capri e tutti quanti! . . . vast devoutly Hebrew brothels! . . . Preserve us from this circumcised fop! . . . from his salmon-pink Maserati! . . . his Sea of Galilee yachts! . . . his Sinai neckties! . . . may his Aryan slave girls rip off his prick! . . . with their perfect French teeth . . . their delicate little hands . . . gorge out his eyes! . . . death to the Caliph! . . . Revolution in the Christian harem! . . . Quick! . . . Quick! . . . refuse to lick his balls! . . . to pander to him for his dollars! . . . Free yourselves! . . . stay strong, Madelon! . . . otherwise you’ll have the Doctor sobbing! . . . wasting away! . . . oh hideous injustice! . . . It’s a plot by the Sanhedrin! . . . They want the Doctor dead! . . . take my word for it! . . . the Israelite Central Consistory! . . . the Rothschild Bank! . . . Cahen d’Anvers! . . . Schlemilovitch! . . . help Doctor Bardamu, my little girls! . . . save me! . . . ’

  The Doctor never did forgive me for the copy of Bardamu Unmasked I sent him from Capri. In the essay, I revealed the sense of wonder I felt when, as a Jewish boy of fourteen, I read The Journey of Bardamu and The Childhood of Louis-Ferdinand in a single sitting. Nor did I shrug off the author’s anti-Semitic pamphlets as good Christian souls do. Concerning them, I wrote: ‘Doctor Bardamu devotes considerable space in his work to the Jewish Question. This is hardly surprising: Doctor Bardamu is one of us; he is the greatest Jewish writer of all time. This is why he speaks of his fellow Jews with passion. In his purely fictional works, Dr Bardamu reminds us of our Race brother Charlie Chaplin in his taste for poignant details, his touching, persecuted characters . . . Dr Bardamu’s sentences are even more “Jewish” than the rococo prose of Marcel Proust: a plaintive, tearful melody, a little showy, a tad histrionic . . .’ I concluded: ‘Only the Jews can truly understand one of their own, only a Jew can speak perceptively about Dr Bardamu.’ By way of response, the doctor sent me an insulting letter: according to him, with my orgies and my millions I was orchestrating the global Jewish conspiracy. I also sent him my Psychoanalysis of Dreyfus in which I categorically affirmed his guilt; a novel idea coming from a Jew. I elaborated the following theory: Alfred Dreyfus passionately loved the France of Saint Louis, of Joan of Arc, of Les Chouans. But France, for her part, wanted nothing to do with the Jew Dreyfus. And so he betrayed her, as a man might avenge himself on a scornful woman with spurs fashioned like fleurs-de-lis. Barrès, Zola and Deroulède knew nothing of such doomed love.

  Such an analysis no doubt disconcerted the doctor. I never heard from him again.

  The paroxysms of Rabatête and Bardamu were drowned out by the praise heaped upon me by society columnists. Most of them cited Valery Larbaud and Scott Fitzgerald: I was compared to Barnabooth, I was dubbed ‘The Young Gatsby’. In magazine photographs, I was invariably shown with my head tilted slightly, gazing towards the horizon. In the columns of the romance magazines, my melancholy was legendary. To the journalist who buttonholed me on the steps of the Carlton, the Normandy or the Miramar, I ceaseless proclaimed my Jewishness. In fact, my actions ran counter to the virtues cultivated by the French: discretion, thrift, work. From my oriental forebears, I inherited my dark eyes, a taste of exhibitionism and luxury, an incurable indolence. I am not a son of France. I never knew a life of grandmothers who made jam, of family portraits and catechism. And yet, I constantly dream of provincial childhoods. My childhood is peopled by English governesses and unfolds on beaches of dubious repute: in Deauville, Miss Evelyn holds my hand. Maman neglects me in favour of polo players. She kisses me goodnight when I am in bed, but sometimes she does not take the trouble. And so, I wait for her, I no longer listen to Miss Evelyn and the adventures of David Copperfield. Every morning, Miss Evelyn takes me to the Pony Club. Here I take my riding lessons. To make maman happy, I will be the most famous polo player in the world. The little French boys know all the football teams. I think only of polo. I whisper to myself the magic words, ‘Laversine’, ‘Cibao-La Pampa’, ‘Silver Leys’, ‘Porfirio Rubirosa’. At the Pony Club, I am often photographed with the young princess Laïla, my fiancée. In the afternoons, Miss Evelyn takes us to La Marquise de Sevigné for chocolate umbrellas. Laïla prefers lollipops. The ones at La Marquise de Sevigné are oblong and have a pretty stick.

  Sometimes I manage to give Miss Evelyn the slip when she takes me to the beach, but she knows where to find me: with ex-king Firouz or Baron Truffaldine, two grown-ups who are friends of mine. Ex-king Firouz buys me pistachio sorbets and gushes: ‘You have a sweet tooth like myself, my little Raphaël!’ Baron Truffaldine is always alone and sad at the Bar au Soleil. I walk up to his table and stand in front of him. The old man launches into interminable anecdotes featuring characters called Cléo de Merode, Otéro, Émilienne d’Alencon, Liane de Pougy, Odette de Crécy. Fairies probably, like the ones in the tales of Hans Christian Andersen.

  The other props that clutter my childhood include orange beach parasols, the Pré-Catalan, Hattemer Correspondence Courses, David Copperfield, the Comtesse de Ségur, my mother’s apartment on the quai Conti and three photos taken by Lipnitzki in which I am posed next to a Christmas tree.

  Then come the Swiss boarding schools in Lausanne and my first crushes. The Duisenberg given me for my eighteenth birthday by my Venezuelan uncle Vidal glides through the blue evening. I pass through a gate and drive through the park that slopes gently to Lake Leman and leave the car by the steps leading up to a villa twinkling with lights. Girls in pale dresses are waiting for me on the lawn. Scott Fitzgerald has written more elegantly that I ever could about these ‘parties’ where the twilight is too tender, the laughter and the shimmering lights too harsh to bode well. I therefore recommend you read the author, you will have a precise idea of the parties of my adolescence. Failing that, read Fermina Marquez by Larbaud.

  If I shared the pleasures of my cosmopolitan classmates in Lausanne, I did not quite resemble them. I often went off to Geneva. In the silence of t
he Hôtel des Bergues, I would read the Greek bucolic poets and strive to elegantly translate the Aeneid. In the course of one such retreat, I made the acquaintance of a young aristocrat from Touraine, Jean-François Des Essarts. We were the same age and I was astounded by the breadth of his knowledge. At our first meeting, he recommended that I read – in no particular order – Maurice Scève’s Délie, Corneille’s comedies, the memoirs of Cardinal de Retz. He initiated me into the grace and the subtleties of French.

  In him, I discovered precious qualities: tact, generosity, a great sensitivity, a scathing wit. I remember Des Essarts used to compare our friendship to the one between Robert de Saint-Loup and the narrator of In Search of Lost Time. ‘You’re a Jew, like the narrator,’ he would say, ‘and I’m related to the Noailles, the Rochechouart-Mortemarts and the La Rochfoucaulds like Robert de Saint-Loup. Don’t worry, for a century now the French aristocracy have had a soft spot for Jews. I’ll show you a few pages by Drumont in which this upstanding man castigates us for it bitterly.’

  I decided never to return to Lausanne and, without the slightest compunction, sacrificed my cosmopolitan friends for Des Essarts.

  I turned out my pockets. I had exactly a hundred dollars. Des Essarts did not have a centime to his name. Even so, I suggested he give up his job as sports correspondent for La Gazette de Lausanne. I had just remembered that, during a weekend spent in England, some friends had dragged me to a manor near Bournemouth to see a collection of old automobiles. I tracked down the name of the collector, Lord Allahabad, and sold him my Duisenberg for fourteen thousand pounds. On such a sum we could live decently for a year without having to depend on having money wired by my uncle Vidal.

  We moved into the Hôtel des Bergues. I still have dazzling memories of this early period of our friendship. In the morning, we would loiter among the antique dealers of old Geneva. Des Essarts passed on to me his passion for bronzes. We bought some twenty pieces which cluttered up our rooms, among them a verdigris allegory representing ‘Toil’ and a pair of magnificent stags. One afternoon, Des Essarts informed me that he had acquired a bronze footballer:

  ‘Parisian snobs will soon be falling over themselves to pay big money for these things. Take my word for it, my dear Raphäel! If it were up to me, the thirties style would be back in vogue.’

  I asked him why he had left France:

  ‘Military service did not suit my delicate constitution,’ he explained, ‘so I deserted.’

  ‘We shall fix that,’ I told him. ‘I promise to find you a skilled craftsman here in Geneva to make you false papers: you’ll be able to go back to France anytime you like without having to worry.’

  The dubious printer we managed to track down produced a Swiss birth certificate and passport in the name Jean-François Lévy, born in Geneva on July 30, 194—.

  ‘Now I’m one of your lot,’ said Des Essarts, ‘I was bored of being a goy.’

  I immediately decided to send an anonymous confession to the left-wing Paris newspapers. I wrote as follows:

  ‘Since November last, I have been guilty of desertion but the French military authorities have decided it is safer to hush up my case. I told them what today I am declaring publicly. I am a JEW and the army that spurned the services of Capitaine Dreyfus can do without mine. I have been condemned for failing to fulfil my military duties. Time was, the same tribunal condemned Alfred Dreyfus because he, a JEW, had dared to choose a career in the army. Until such time as this contradiction can be explained to me, I refuse to serve as a second-class soldier in an army that, to this day, has wanted nothing to do with a Maréchal Dreyfus. I urge all young French Jews to follow my example.’

  I signed it: JACOB x.

  As I had hoped, the French left feverishly took up the moral dilemma of Jacob X. It was the third Jewish scandal in France after the Dreyfus affair and the Finaly Affair. Des Essarts got in on the game, and together we wrote a dazzling ‘Confession of Jacob X’ which was serialised in a Parisian weekly: Jacob X had been taken in by a French family whose name he chose not to reveal consisting of a Pétainist colonel, his wife, a former canteen worker, and three sons, the eldest of whom joined the mountain infantry, the second the marines, the youngest had been accepted to the military academy of Saint-Cyr.

  The family lived in Paray-le-Monial and Jacob X had grown up in the shadow of the basilica. The living room walls were bedecked with portraits of Gallieni, of Foch and Joffre, with colonel X’s military cross and a number of francisques. Under the influence of his adoptive family, the young Jacob X came to worship the French army: he, too, would go to Saint-Cyr, he, like Pétain, would be a maréchal. At school, Monsieur C., the history master, discussed the Dreyfus Affair. Before the war, Monsieur C. had held an important post in the PPF. He was well aware that Colonel X had betrayed Jacob X’s parents to the Germans and his life had been spared after the liberation only because he had adopted the little Jew. Monsieur C. despised the pétainisme of the X family: he revelled in the idea of causing dissension within the family. After the lesson, he called Jacob X over and whispered: ‘I’m sure you find the Dreyfus Affair very upsetting. A young Jewish boy like you must feel personally affronted by such injustice.’ To his horror, Jacob X discovers he is a Jew. Having identified with Maréchal Foch, with Maréchal Pétain, he suddenly discovers that he is like Capitaine Dreyfus. And yet he does not seek to avenge himself through treason like Dreyfus. He receives his call-up papers and can see no way out but to desert.

  The confession divided French Jews. The Zionists advised Jacob X to emigrate to Israel. There he could legitimately aspire to the baton of a maréchal. The assimilated, self-loathing Jews claimed that Jacob X was an agent provocateur in the pay of neo-Nazis. The Left passionately defended the young deserter. Sartre’s article, ‘Saint Jacob X: Actor and Martyr’ sparked the offensive. Everyone will remember the most germane passage: ‘Tomorrow, he will think of himself as a Jew, but a Jew in abjection. Beneath the glowering stares of Gallieni, Joffre and Foch whose portraits hang on the walls of the living room, he will become a vulgar deserter, this boy who, since childhood, had worshipped the French army, “La Casquette du père Bugeaud” and Pétain’s francisques. In short, he will experience the delicious shame of feeling Other, that is to say Evil.’

  Various pamphlets circulated demanding that Jacob X return in triumph. A public meeting was held at la Mutualité. Sartre pleaded with Jacob X to forego anonymity, but the obstinate silence of the deserter discouraged even the best intentioned.

  We take out meals at le Bergues. In the afternoons, Des Essarts works on a book about pre-revolutionary Russian cinema. As for me, I translate Alexandrian poets. We settle on the hotel bar to work on these trivial tasks. A bald man with eyes like embers regularly comes and sits at the table next to ours. One afternoon, he speaks to us, staring at us intently. Suddenly, from his pockets, he takes an old passport and proffers it. To my astonishment I read the name Maurice Sachs. Alcohol makes him talkative. He tells us of his misadventures since 1945, the date of his supposed death. He was, successively, a Gestapo officer, a GI, a cattle trader in Bavaria, a broker in Anvers, a brothel-keeper in Barcelona, a clown in a Milan circus under the stage name Lola Montès. He finally settled in Geneva where he runs a small bookshop. To celebrate this chance meeting, we drink until three in the morning. From that day forth, we and Maurice are inseparable and we solemnly vow to keep secret the fact that he is alive.

  We spend our days sitting behind piles of books in the back office of his bookshop, listening as he brings 1925 to life for us. In a voice made gravelly by alcohol, Maurice talks about Gide, Cocteau, Coco Chanel. The adolescent of the Roaring Twenties is now a fat old man gesticulating wildly at the memory of Hispano-Suiza automobiles and Le Boeuf sur le Toit.

  ‘Since 1945, I’ve been living on borrowed time,’ he confides, ‘I should have died when the moment was right, like Drieu la Rochelle. Trouble is: I’m a Jew, I have the survival instincts of a rat.’

  I make a note
of this comment and, the following day, bring Maurice a copy of my study Drieu and Sachs: where primrose paths lead. In the study, I show how two young men in 1925 lost their way because they lack depth of character: Drieu, the grand young man of Sciences-Po, a French petit bourgeois fascinated by convertibles, English neckties and American girls, who passed himself off as a hero of the Great War; Sachs, a young Jew of great charm and dubious morals, the product of a putrid post-war generation. By 1940, tragedy is sweeping Europe. How will our two bright young things react? Drieu remembers that he was born on the Cotentin Peninsula and spends four years singing the ‘Horst-Wessel-Lied’ in a shrill falsetto. For Sachs, occupied Paris is an Eden where he can lose himself in wild abandon. This is a Paris that offers him pleasures much more intense that the Paris of 1925. Here it is possible to traffic in gold, rent apartments and sell off the furniture, trade ten kilos of butter for a sapphire, convert the sapphire into scrap metal, etc. Night and fog mean there is no need for explanations. But above all, there is the thrill of being able to buy his life on the black market, to purloin each beat of his heart, to feel himself the prey in a hunt! It is difficult to imagine Sachs in the Résistance, fighting alongside French petty bureaucrats for the reinstatement of morality, legality and the light of day. Towards 1943, when he can feel the baying pack and the ratcatchers moving in, he signs up as a volunteer in Germany and, later, becomes an active member of the Gestapo. I have no wish to upset Maurice: I have him die in 1945 and pass over in silence his various incarnations from 1945 to the present day. I conclude thus: ‘Who would have thought that, twenty years later, the charming young man of 1925 would be savaged by dogs on the plains of Pomerania?’

  Having read my study, Maurice says:

  ‘It’s very neat, Schlemilovitch, the parallel between Drieu and myself, but I have to say I would prefer a parallel between Drieu and Brasillach. Compared to them I was a mere prankster. Write something for tomorrow morning and I shall tell you what I think.’